Old blog revised.

So I wrote this blog over a year ago. I wrote it because I wanted to show some old friends how I felt. It is sad that friendships can fall apart. I for one have had too many to let myself do it willingly again. I went through a lot with the people I wrote this for. We went through teasing and being made fun of for many reasons.

For being gay/bi, for shopping at thrift stores instead of American Eagle, for being nerds, for instead of getting drunk on a Friday night we went and gave free hugs in the park or just watched a movie and went bowling. We were weird, and everyone knew it. A huge part of my life was them and now we don't talk. It's sad. And if I find someone who I think I want to be friends with I try my hardest to make it work out. But as this shows it takes two people to do that.



I broke a glass....I know...it sucks...but I was cleaning it up and thinking. I have to keep this journal for my college writing class. As my religion prof from last semester said " He turned off your radio." " He sent you to hell" The reason he said this was when he made us write a paper about what our meaning in life was. But I am feeling the same way about this journal. He turned off my damn radio!

So back to what I was saying. I was thinking about this journal entry that I had to get done. While I was picking up this glass I was thinking about relationships. Friendships to be exact. Putting this stupid glass would be easier than putting a broken friendship back together. Then i thought that is only true if it was:

A> Not meant to be at all

B> The other person did not want it to be put back together

I would love to hear what you all have to say about this. I wish for no one to have to have people you once loved hate you and not even return your emails.

I was also thinking that is it worth the cuts for said glass? If the answer is B then I would have to say no. But I would never answer B to anyone that I once loved. For somewhere in my heart I still have a piece there for them. Because if you loved them then they changed your life in some way.


Another thing....Never say forever unless you mean FOREVER